Wandering the Pathless
Broken spells of golden vision
Light my way and keep me driven
Casting spells of bold ambition
For the riff raff and the lone wolf pack
Wandering the pathless
Guiding the grim
Stolen, no longer
We shine from within
Uncontained and unrefined
Revel in the wildness and the wind
Take your magic to those that match it
And set alight the dim
No blindness, my highness
Blind sight settles in
I see you; The searcher, The lover, My kin
We fight boneless in the bloodlust
We see visions from within
This poem is a reflection of a decade-long journey, a mosaic of one-liners captured in journals over time that, when pieced together, formed a cohesive narrative of self-discovery, connection, and creative awakening. “Broken spells of golden vision” speaks to the fractured yet enlightening moments of clarity I experienced during times of isolation and uncertainty. These "broken spells" represent fleeting yet powerful insights, guiding me through periods of darkness.
The “riff raff and lone wolf pack” are the outcasts, the misunderstood souls, those who wander without clear direction. The “riff raff” are the unconventional, the ones who don’t fit in with societal norms, and the “lone wolf pack” represents those like me—artistic, rebellious, seeking their own truth. This line is a celebration of embracing the unconventional and finding strength in numbers, even when those numbers are few.
“Wandering the pathless” is about the beauty of surrendering to uncertainty, of exploring life without a set destination. It's not aimless wandering, but rather a deep trust in the process—an act of moving forward without knowing the outcome. The path is uncharted, and in that unknown space, new possibilities arise. “Guiding the grim” reflects my inner struggle—the “grim” being the dark parts of myself. But it's also about helping others face their own darkness, guiding them out of the trance of unworthiness and into the light.
The line “Stolen, no longer / We shine from within” marks a pivotal shift. It symbolizes a breaking free from imitation and a reclamation of authenticity. This part of the poem is about stepping into your own power and owning your unique path. No longer "stolen" or swayed by others' expectations, we find our own inner light and embrace it fully.
“Uncontained and unrefined / Revel in the wildness and the wind” speaks to the untamed nature of creativity and individuality. There is a beauty in being unpolished, in embracing rawness and vulnerability. The wildness is both an external force (the wind, nature) and an internal one—untamed energy that drives us toward self-expression.
The line “Take your magic to those that match it / And set alight the dim” is a call to surround yourself with those who resonate with your energy, who understand and amplify your light. When we connect with others who “match our magic,” we ignite each other’s potential. It’s about creating a community of like-minded souls who uplift and inspire each other.
“No blindness, my highness / Blind sight settles in” is a phrase that came to me after years of struggling with superficial judgments. "Blind Sight" is a technique I created, one that helped me move beyond the physical and into a deeper level of connection. It's about not being blinded by the surface—whether that's looks, status, or assumptions—but instead seeing the truth in someone, feeling them, understanding them intuitively. This is where trust and authenticity live.
The “visions from within” are the realizations, the creativity, and the profound insights that arise from deep connection to self. When we allow ourselves to tap into our inner world and let our creativity flow, we find clarity and meaning. These visions aren’t just fleeting ideas; they are reflections of our true essence, guiding us on the path to becoming our most authentic selves.
This poem, written from fragments collected over years, is more than just words; it’s a roadmap to connection. It’s about wandering without a fixed plan, embracing uncertainty, and trusting that the journey itself will lead to self-discovery, transformation, and deep connection. Through facing the shadows within and outside of ourselves, we learn to guide them toward the light. The golden vision—those moments of clarity and connection—is what propels us forward, igniting our creativity and reminding us that we are all part of something bigger than ourselves.