I Think She Lives in My Belly
I think she lives in my belly
in my scars
my stretch marks
in my womb
In my smile
my belly smile
deep in my belly button
up inside my wetness
I think she lives in my silliness
in my strangeness
In that blurred vision between form and texture
in colours and shadows
Just outside of my peripherals
just around the next bend
In the notes of a birdsong
in the rustle of leaves touching each other
and inside the dew drops of the first light of morning
Under mossy rocks
behind brick walls
In the ripples on the water
jumping leapfrog from cloud to cloud
In birds nests
and spider webs
and in the rich and luscious smell of death and rebirth
on the forest floor
Her name is laughter
her language is singing
her muse is dancing
She is close when I have goosebumps
with me when I am shining
feeding me my deepest breaths
She is unconditional love, and I am made of her.